
The whole world watches, waiting for you to fail. But prevailing through the setbacks and pushing through the hardest times, that is when sparks fly.
Recently, I’ve been tossing and turning and wondering why I can’t just have a map of my life planned out in front of me so I didn’t have to keep making decisions. I soon after learned that nothing worth having comes easy and that I would need to have these spells of being absolutely piss poor broke, feeling like there is no hope for me in obtaining my career goals and not even knowing what I’m doing on my own damn blog. Those things all happen for a reason- to teach me why. Everyone and their mothers find it appoint to ask, “what are you doing with your life?” and, “where are you going to school?”
I literally don’t know. At least, not right now. I’ve had several opportunities land in my lap that I never thought would and for that, I’m hopeful. Wherever I end up going in life, I know it will be unexpected and I’ve started becoming okay with that. There is no map or a set of directions. And while that would be helpful, it’s not realistic. Tackle the ugly to get to the greatness.
Life update for ya:
I’m still a server, but I have taken on the task of adding two more jobs onto that. I am a social media correspondent for a bootcamp (ironic bc I do it for my own blog too so idk if I can count this??π€·πΌββοΈ) and I am also a new assistant high school cheerleading coach and I couldn’t be more excited!! I always loved cheering and the friends that it made me so it should be a whole new experience to watch that bond grow from behind the girls. I never thought this would be something I would want to take on but I’ve barely started and I’m already loving it. While I haven’t hung up my poms for sure quite yet, this is a perfect fit for meπ€ As for the blog, I’m working on lots of fun stuff to share with you guys and I can’t WAIT!! I’ve also learned that blogging is not as easy as it may seem so whatever impression I had before, it has been wiped clean with reality. Trying to provide interesting content and stay relevant and active is a lot of work but I’m still so happy that I chose to do this for myself.
XOXO,
21 & tired of adulting already.
